But generally speaking, I think I’m both exactly how I envisioned myself to be at the moment and at the same time, the complete opposite of everything I anticipated to become.

A year ago, the little wee lamb in me saw myself becoming a more confident, firmer version of myself, especially as a mother. I saw myself being decisive over the things I want for my child and my family, how I wanted to approach different scenarios and instances. I saw us, as a family, getting more in sync with each other, understanding each others’ rhythm and coming up with our own unique symphony.

But at the same time, I didn’t think fast forward 12 months in time, I’d still be very much worried for my future. I didn’t think I’d still be clueless as to what or who I am meant to be. You’d think in a year, you would’ve made even the slightest progress. Turns out, a year can fly by as fast as a blink of an eye, and you still haven’t moved an inch.

I’m hoping the following year to come holds more promise and success in all aspects of my life.